so what's next?
Thursday, December 17, 2009
my stomach has been aching since yesterday.
no idea why.
if by tmr still not okay then ive to tell my mum.
:'((
i hate tht part right there.
other than tht, life has been pretty fine.
i just got poked in the butt with a pen
that led to a false speculation which im not amused of.
haha but yea.
working life,
can see the kid in every one of them.
including the doctor.
:p
{ 7:26 PM }
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
well.
when sip ends.
i will miss my colleagues.
and i can just pray they miss me the slightest bit even.
not really THAT significant.
i will miss the mornings that i come eat breakfast and talk abt random whatnots with apple.
i will miss gg to the toilet right after.
i will miss all their "pangsai" complainings.
i will miss searching for things and that really awesome feeling you get when you find it.
i will miss the cantonese i hear ever so often.
i will miss the food at lucky.
i will miss dirtying the floor all black with my shoes.
i will miss sleeping halfway on the job.
i will miss eating all their snacks and sometimes sharing them.
i will miss going home at 1 oclock on saturdays and then not knowing what to do.
i will miss all their "adult" stories i hear at the back office.
i will miss being the only one in a different 'uniform'.
i will miss all my colleagues.
i will miss all the mispronunciations of my name.
i will miss all of that.
but.
why cant i stop itching to just scream and just get out of there right now!?
{ 9:48 PM }
im good without you.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
work is seriously wearing me out.
these hands werent made to work in freezing temperatures thank you very much.
its so cold that myhands feel all shrunk and wrinkly and old.
ugh.
sad la.
wrinkly hands at age 19.
oh welllllll.
and i guess things between us have to come to an end someday doesnt it?
like put a halt to it and be all hey, why am i with you for so long when i know nothing is gg to ever happen?
we are gg to move on, we are gg to have our own lives, and would you still need me then?
if only all of us cld be seventeen forever.
that would be utmost perfect.
{ 11:40 PM }
i feel good about this. :))
Thursday, December 3, 2009
today i can officially say that.
i am completely over you.
:))
thank you allah for showing me what i needed this morning.
that final piece of straw to make me realize enough is enough.
im still your friend.
but i got to say,
your common sense is still lacking just a little too much.
{ 9:46 PM }
