i know ive been a moodswinging bitch.
Friday, December 5, 2008
ahhh. day started off well.amic lab. mahahaa.
good job uh amic lab. you somewhat cheered up my day.
who knew?
well, i screwed up previously.
like every other time i screwed up.
and i know stella, zahidah and jess, you guys would surely read my blog.
after the way i behaved yesterday, who wouldnt sia.
and im going to apologise to you guys for that.
im sorry okay.
nobody knows what im going through at the moment.
i dont blame you guys for posting bold letters on your blogs, refering to just me.
but yea, personal problems overpower me. nothing to do with school. nothing to do with friends.
just my own problem.
and i know i am in a serious moodswinging mode right now.
nobody to blame but me.
im just sorry.
how would you feel if you had to carry the same guilt each and every single day?
i would be distraught.
i am distraught.
and about the secret i blurted out.
i thought she already knew since she knows like everything.
if, that is even the correct secret.
i know ive blurted out loads of things which are meant to be secrets.
i know how that feels.
so JESS, im really sorry man.
i should have known better.
i am not going to break off my friendship over a little mistake i did.
so... to the babes, im not leaving all of you so soon. you need to try harder than that if you really want to get rid of me. :))
hahahahaha yup.