guilt trip.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
today was a horrible day.had headache all through the day.
and spraying perfume onto my sleeve does not really make things better.
argh!
got worst la like duh.
idiotic friend.
sometimes, its just amusing to make people think i like someone else when i actually dont.
:))
i feel guilty right now.
here's how just now went.
i just got home. sat for like 5 minutes to flip through Life!
yea i dont really read it, hahaha.
just the comics will do.
and then went to the kitchen, trying to see if i could be of any help there.
apparently, no.
hahahaha.
because when i reached there my mum was done cooking.
-_-"
later on she went in her room to bathe and my dad came to the kitchen.
and i was freaking tired.
im not the sort to just throw a tantrum but somehow, it seems like i was today.
i got angry at what he was saying and then WHACK!
i hit his back (you know, around the spine area? like right in the middle of the back.), hard.
then he keep quiet and was like "never do that again. my heart could just drop."
so i just sat there, feeling guilty and tired and just screwed. like really screwed.
i cried.
for the first time in i dont remember how long, i cried.
and just kept quiet.
but hey, my headache's gone.
hah. argh!
but im feeling so guilty right now.
so guilty.
ill try make up for it.
seriously, i need a punching bag.
god, please make tmr a better day.